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That s okay. You ve had a long day. Take it easy.
Soon they were all digging into delicious stroganoff, which, surprisingly,
neither Liam nor Cara complained about.
No chatting with Mom tonight, cause she s already on the plane, right?
Cara said through a full mouth of noodles.
That s right. She ll come in late tonight and should be here when you wake
up in the morning.
Cara glowed and began rattling off all the things she wanted to show her
mother. And then it s my birthday and we go see the ponies, she finished.
Not tomorrow but the day after, Louis reminded her.
I can t wait. I can t wait! Cara bounced in her seat.
Dan glanced at Louis. While he was glad for the kids sake that they d get to
see their mother again, he was a little nervous about Crissi s visit. She knew him
too well. He was afraid she d see the difference in him and sniff out the
connection between him and Louis. If she did, how would Crissi react to their
new relationship?
Louis met his gaze and offered a small smile. Dan s heart actually ached at
the sight of it. Damn, he d gone and fallen in love with the nanny. Louis was his
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first gay relationship, the guy he was meant to practice on, but he d already
fallen for him hard.
Later that evening when the kids were asleep at last, which took some time
with Cara so overexcited, Dan had Louis to himself at last. He went into the blue-
hued room, closed the door and leaned against it, and gazed at Louis, who was
sorting through clean laundry on the bed.
Louis glanced up with a smirk. You like me all domestic like this?
I like you every which way, Dan said. I was just thinking it s going to be
hard to hide this from Crissi. The way I feel when I look at you probably shows
all over my face.
Louis dropped a shirt and strolled over. And how is that exactly?
I m not sure exactly, but it s probably obvious to anyone older than five. For
that matter, I think Cara is starting to suspect something.
Louis waved the thought away. Paranoid. Little kids are in their own
world, oblivious to a lot of what goes on around them. Besides, we haven t done
anything to draw attention. Haven t touched or kissed any place where the kids
might see us. Everything happens right here in my bedroom.
Dan met Louis halfway and slid his arms around his narrow hips. You re
probably right. It s just guilt talking. All of this feels so right yet so wrong at the
same time. Mostly because of the secrecy. I want to tell Crissi, but I m afraid of
how she might react.
They d already discussed this too much, explored and picked the topic apart
like archeologists crawling over ruins. Keeping their relationship private seemed
wrong, but pouring it out to Crissi wasn t a better option. Dan doubted she d
welcome the news with a big smile and congratulations.
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So, what do you want to do? Louis cocked his head. It s your decision. If
you feel better having it all out in the open, I can get on board with that. If you
want to keep it secret, that s cool too.
Dan frowned. You re too easy on me. It s not just my decision. This is your
job. I don t want to make things any more uncomfortable for you than they
probably already are.
Okay. You want to know what I really think? I think we shouldn t worry so
much. We have tonight together, and after Crissi s visit, a few more weeks. By
then, we ll be ready to come out. Let s not let stress ruin things.
With Louis s arms stealing around his waist, his face coming closer, filling
Dan s vision, all worries fled. This was what he wanted. Exactly this: Louis s
mouth mashing against his, Louis s hands stroking up and down his back, then
cupping his rear, Louis s body pressed against his. Desire galloped through Dan
and carried reason away with it.
Over the past weeks, they d had plenty of opportunity to take their time
making love, but tonight it was fast and furious fucking, no holds barred. Louis s
hands dug into his flesh with bruising strength. Dan scraped his teeth down
Louis s cock, making him cry out. They flung themselves across the bed so hard
the frame creaked. But neither of them slowed down.
In a few short minutes, with most of their clothes still on, they came together.
Without penetration, merely rubbing each other and kissing, both men climaxed.
Chest heaving, Dan glanced down at the messy aftermath of breathtaking
ecstasy. He thought about his children s lives, once contained in a blot of semen
like the one on his belly. So weird that two lives existed because of it, and so
strange that his desires ran contrary to the design of life. [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]
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That s okay. You ve had a long day. Take it easy.
Soon they were all digging into delicious stroganoff, which, surprisingly,
neither Liam nor Cara complained about.
No chatting with Mom tonight, cause she s already on the plane, right?
Cara said through a full mouth of noodles.
That s right. She ll come in late tonight and should be here when you wake
up in the morning.
Cara glowed and began rattling off all the things she wanted to show her
mother. And then it s my birthday and we go see the ponies, she finished.
Not tomorrow but the day after, Louis reminded her.
I can t wait. I can t wait! Cara bounced in her seat.
Dan glanced at Louis. While he was glad for the kids sake that they d get to
see their mother again, he was a little nervous about Crissi s visit. She knew him
too well. He was afraid she d see the difference in him and sniff out the
connection between him and Louis. If she did, how would Crissi react to their
new relationship?
Louis met his gaze and offered a small smile. Dan s heart actually ached at
the sight of it. Damn, he d gone and fallen in love with the nanny. Louis was his
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first gay relationship, the guy he was meant to practice on, but he d already
fallen for him hard.
Later that evening when the kids were asleep at last, which took some time
with Cara so overexcited, Dan had Louis to himself at last. He went into the blue-
hued room, closed the door and leaned against it, and gazed at Louis, who was
sorting through clean laundry on the bed.
Louis glanced up with a smirk. You like me all domestic like this?
I like you every which way, Dan said. I was just thinking it s going to be
hard to hide this from Crissi. The way I feel when I look at you probably shows
all over my face.
Louis dropped a shirt and strolled over. And how is that exactly?
I m not sure exactly, but it s probably obvious to anyone older than five. For
that matter, I think Cara is starting to suspect something.
Louis waved the thought away. Paranoid. Little kids are in their own
world, oblivious to a lot of what goes on around them. Besides, we haven t done
anything to draw attention. Haven t touched or kissed any place where the kids
might see us. Everything happens right here in my bedroom.
Dan met Louis halfway and slid his arms around his narrow hips. You re
probably right. It s just guilt talking. All of this feels so right yet so wrong at the
same time. Mostly because of the secrecy. I want to tell Crissi, but I m afraid of
how she might react.
They d already discussed this too much, explored and picked the topic apart
like archeologists crawling over ruins. Keeping their relationship private seemed
wrong, but pouring it out to Crissi wasn t a better option. Dan doubted she d
welcome the news with a big smile and congratulations.
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So, what do you want to do? Louis cocked his head. It s your decision. If
you feel better having it all out in the open, I can get on board with that. If you
want to keep it secret, that s cool too.
Dan frowned. You re too easy on me. It s not just my decision. This is your
job. I don t want to make things any more uncomfortable for you than they
probably already are.
Okay. You want to know what I really think? I think we shouldn t worry so
much. We have tonight together, and after Crissi s visit, a few more weeks. By
then, we ll be ready to come out. Let s not let stress ruin things.
With Louis s arms stealing around his waist, his face coming closer, filling
Dan s vision, all worries fled. This was what he wanted. Exactly this: Louis s
mouth mashing against his, Louis s hands stroking up and down his back, then
cupping his rear, Louis s body pressed against his. Desire galloped through Dan
and carried reason away with it.
Over the past weeks, they d had plenty of opportunity to take their time
making love, but tonight it was fast and furious fucking, no holds barred. Louis s
hands dug into his flesh with bruising strength. Dan scraped his teeth down
Louis s cock, making him cry out. They flung themselves across the bed so hard
the frame creaked. But neither of them slowed down.
In a few short minutes, with most of their clothes still on, they came together.
Without penetration, merely rubbing each other and kissing, both men climaxed.
Chest heaving, Dan glanced down at the messy aftermath of breathtaking
ecstasy. He thought about his children s lives, once contained in a blot of semen
like the one on his belly. So weird that two lives existed because of it, and so
strange that his desires ran contrary to the design of life. [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]